WHY DO I LOVE YOU ?

yesterday i fell in love with you,
what a beautiful feeling it was.
everything became a blessing,
everything was so admirable.

i never wanted to lose you,
just hold your hands and walk all the way.
this feeling of love so special,
so appropriate, so exclusive, so rare.

your every word was music to my ears,
i wanted to make all your dreams come true.
no one was more important to me,
nothing else mattered to me.

i never felt that someone could be come so essential for my life,
now i couldnt think of anything else but you.
but is this correct ?
because i know that you dont love me, and you wont ever love me.

is all this a mere illusion,a drug doping me,
giving me pain,poisioning me slowly,
taking away my life,piece by piece.
eating me from inside.

why all this happens to me,
why i am the victim of this thing.
can anyone please take this pain away,
can anyone give me back my innocence.

i know you cant be mine,
then why do u dont leave me alone ?
why this pain,this suffering ?

i can not take any more of this,
my tears have dried up,all my strength gone.
i feel hatred for myself,
why cant i control this feeling,
why did all this happen,
why cant i stay away from you,
why do i love you ????
please let me cry again..... let me live again......