जाने क्यूँ......

ना जाने क्या सोच रहा था मैं,
किस धुन में चला जा रहा था मैं।
अपनी ही दुनिया में मस्त था,
ना ज़माने कि परवाह थी,ना किसी की फिकर।
लगी ठोकर, गिरा मैं,
सँभालने कोई ना आया।
अँधेरी गलियों में, अनजान राहों में,
गिरता ही चला गया मैं।
जब तक ख़ुद संभालता,बहुत देर हो चुकी थी,
दुनिया बदल गई,ख्वाब टूट गए,
सचाई से सामना हुआ मेरा।
लगा अब ना रास्ते है ना मंजिल।
किसी भी तरह,नियति से लड़ता हुआ,
अपनी जिंदगी जी रहा हूँ,
हर रोज एक नया ज़हर पी रहा हूँ।
बस एक विनती करना चाहता हूँ आपसे,
कि मेरी तरह कभी ये नादानी न करना,
कभी किसी को अपना दिल ना देना,
दोस्तों,कि जो तुमने ये भूल,
तो फ़िर उसकी याद में पीते ना रहना। :) :) :)

decicated to all my friends

THAT WINTER DAY......

That winter day I was with you,
the sky so blue,fog hovering over you.
The mildness of sun,the sweet smell in air,
by my side you were there.

Saw you after ages,
the special meeting after years.
Did something acrid fell in my eyes,
or those were tears?

Tears of joy,tears of happiness,
of love,of delight,
when I saw your face smiling bright.

It was euphoria,
walking with you by my side.
Remember i smiled even when you did chide.

Loved to listen to you,
loved to talk to you,
but then I just wanted to sit and stare you.
You made me smile,you made me glow with delight,
you took me to new heights.

That day a new hope lit in my heart,
hope that love will blossom between us,
hope that you will feel the same as I do,
hope that I will find my eden with you.

These things I might never say to you,
it is really hard to express my feelings.
To tell you how much I care for you,
how much I love you.
I just can't tell it,untill you feel it,
just like I felt,that winter day............