R. I. P.

This feeling,it sucks. Feeling of being alone,of being neglected,of being forgotten. No one cares whether you are alive or not. Yes there is a point of time when they come to you. Its when they need you,whatever reason it might be. You can be useful to them in many ways, to cheer them up, to do some work for them, act as a scapegoat. They come to you when they need your shoulder to cry on, sharing all there griefs, but when your shoulder is heavy with the burden of their tears they leave you again. why???? because there job was done, now they are happy, and they dont need you any more. You stupid fellow, how did you even dare to think that you can be a part of their happy life. You have no place in their life. You try a lot to stay happy but you cant. Being a human you are vulnerable to these feelings. You always experience emotions but never has this been a good experience. you are tired of being a doormat. But you cant help. This is your fate. Start living with it and wait for the day when people will say......... "and today he took his last breath. He left for a place, away from all this pain, where he can finally R.I.P. "